Shopping day~^.^

Shopping day= tired + heart ache...hahaha

It's been a while... well almost one year ago since i spend so much for shopping..><
Well i bought those stuff i need like skin care, cosmetic, make-up remover and underwear~!wahahahaha. and took puri kura and UFO Catcher for a goth cat and of course Baskin Robins~!!!X3

I do love this spec so so much and they belong to shiori~TT^TT


Xiu~~~


And shiori and Sa..4 shopaholic girls~!XD


My trophy of war~!XD


Puri kurass~!! mad love~>w<


oh i want this for a long time dy~!GETZZ~!!^^


Bought this coz of lust...XD


new undiess...nyehehe


This is very good ~~ recommended ~!!^^


Got this with the merge power of me and shiori~!nyahaha


Tired face...><


TADAA~~~~ my 1st ever skin care~!!!X3 cost me half of my salary though...><


but i got sample~!^^ they are so generous.....one big pack of cotton, one bottle of whitening serum and one foundation trial kit...~>3<


when will can i access facebook again????

heart weigh

i wonder how much you weight in my heart?

this is a line i will always ask myself. and than i will determined that he or she is important to me or vice versa. But sometimes i will make mistake as well because is not really easy to for your heart to give you an accurate answer. A few thoughts in my mind and a few people in my heart, trying to process them. Wonder who is more important than who, what is more important than the other. These kind of thing might make me go cook-coo someday i know. But well, this is a "thing" that i need to live to move on and to love someone correctly.

do you want to weigh your weight in my heart?

The weather today=cloudy

It's been cloudy all week. and i can't help myself from becoming cloudy too. feels like i let a whole bunch of cloud into my heart and all i can think of are negatives stuff. suddenly i feel my luck is gone, everyone seems to far away from me, my charm is gone and so does my self esteem. Though i prefer cloudy day than sunny day sometimes, because i hate the sun for making me dark...><. but i never thought sunny day can actually turn someone's feeling from down to up.

guess yesterday wasn't a good day for me so it made me think this way.

We are growing.. and no stopping

its growing old i meant.....
here is a good thing bout having friends who are still in high school.... girls and boys who are 5,6 years younger than you.... you can see it clearly... the age gap. When you think well i am still 23 what's the big deal? i am in my twenties and hey i can't talk to old hag.. me and them... age gap. Think like that and you are the old hag yourself.

I instantly find myself having this age gap problem on April's fool, though i am not fooling anyone but myself that i am still young.. wee-hoo. Went out with a bunch of high school friends yesterday to, well have a last meet with a guy Mochi who is going to Tokyo for further studies after high school. We seems well in sms, we chat like usual, laugh like usual. But when it comes to the meeting part, it was so uh-oh. The things you find interested in shopping mall=different, the stuff that you think is funny=different, and the freaking way you dress=different, Oh i do feel like an old hag walking with them and boy i was quiet, the most quiet 4 hours in my life i can say~~~~!
I didn't even talk a lot during lunch. Lunch for me is the best place to chit chat~!! and for a minute i was thinking " what's wrong with you people?? you just came and eat and play on your phone and some stupid games and not chit chat ??" but then i realize the problem is on me. I was the old hag and i am no longer their age to understand what they are doing or thinking.

this is the game i meant. Erm its' call who-can-sing-the-most-cm-songs. The little tube with paper in the middle is something you push to your opponent when you finish singing a cm song


and there they are, happy and interested.




and say hellooo to the prove of age gap.. there~!


I am no longer young and fresh like them and i do enjoy talking about love, cute guys and about getting a job and mama mia money. Can play no more games in my life as it will affect my future. At the end of the day, a 31% discount baskin robin's cherry flavored ice-cream made my day.