HAPPY MERDEKA~!!

ok my last blog was a bit childish and naive i suppose.
Well i should say thank you to him because..
Thank you for not being selfish and letting me come to Japan.
Thank you for letting me open up my eyes that you are not suitable for me
Thank you, not for you i wont have an EX
Thank you for letting me know your mum because she cares for me a lot
Thank you for letting me go as now i had found someone more suitable for me than you
Thank you for finding yourself a new gf whose name is more normal than me(that is not mocking though
just it makes me feel better..hehehehe)
Well at last thank you MALAYSIA for giving birth to me, to give me and my family shelter, for letting me
learned multi languages, to have good food..etc
At the end, Selamat Hari Merdeka Ke-51

There is no so call FOREVER LOVE

Well you know humans, they tend to say words that they didnt mean it.
Some lies, mocking, even love vows.
So, here is my story. I left my ex-boyfriend after i came to Japan
because i didn't want him to wait for me. To make him give up, i told
him that I fell in love with another guy.(I am not acting noble here).
So, he presist and told me that he will wait for me, he can't never ever accept
another girl in his life blah blah blah...Hello..i also had my heart
broken when i leave you and seeing you kept teling me those words
that made me felt even bad. Then, after 2 months i broke up with him,
i did find myself a new boyfriend, which i think i am better off with him
than the previous one, and there goes my prove to my ex-boyfriend that i do have a new bf with my previous boyfriend pictures and stuff.
I really pray for my ex-boyfriend happiness. I don't want him to keep hanging on on me.Though after 2months of breaking up he stil send me emails saying that he hadn't forget me and other shit..
But then lately i heard from my friend that he is courting a new girl
same age as him and he said if he succeed in courting this new girl
she will be his last(Well that is what he told me before duh~!) I was instanly
happy for him, though i thought his might now realise his vows before are dumb and shitty..But whatever. I am waiting for him to confess that he was stupid last time and now he found himself a new chick, what did i told him earlier was right .BUT now i saw in his MSN Messenger Nick name whre there is a line that goes like this
"IVAN LOVE(OH ITS A HEART SHAPE) SEE WAN"

OK LET ME MAKE THIS CLEAR, YOU MIGHT THINK THAT I AM JEALOUS OR WHATEVER
BECAUSE MY EX GOT HIMSELF A NEW GIRLFRIEND WHICH HE DESERVE OR ANY OTHER
CRAP,YOU ARE DAMN WRONG.

I am just bloddy digusted by human like him. oh maybe there are a lot of
freaking humans that is like him. Blah i don't care but don't you think he
need to tell me that he had a new gf? He hadn't talked to me in msn messenger like for centuries and 10minutes ago he talked to me and then i saw that bloody nickname.
And he acts as if there is nothing happen, don't care to tell me the good news,
as if i am his "frien"d...yea he said he will be my best friend. Is that what best friend do? Oh go kill yourself, showing off to me aren't you? Well C1 is your love right?You are to digusting to talk to me or be my best friend. You really digust me, i feel like puking.

-The End-

Nebuta (Japan 3rd largest summer festival)

Well Nebuta(ねぶた) is actually is a warrior thing. It was said it was created by Genrel Tamuramaro
in the early 800's. Well they created Nebuta to frighten enemies as you can see why
the Nebuta's statues had frightening faces. Well my university insist us(foreign students)
to join the crowd and dance along with the Nebuta's during the festival had open up
a great opportunity to get closer to one of Japan's great culture. Though i didn't took much photos
but here is some of it...

The full dress of Aomori's yukata(you can say kampung style..thanks to WristBusukMan)


This we call the 'FLOAT' of Nebuta. As it moves we will dance in front of it


Night view


This is the Warrior..scary face...>.<


Besides the warrior there are always animals like tiger, dragon an so on


The 'FLOAT' is moved by man power...@@.. strong~!


And the music crew, blowing flutes and drums. Children are one of the team as well

Damn i love FIREWORKS~!!!!

Went to Asamushi onsen today to watch a fireworks competition^.^
Japan's fire works are so pretty, though it is not the best ones yet.
But japan are famous for fireworks, they export fireworks actually to many countries O.o
I took some photo's with my phone(i don't have camera yet..T^T)


























And those i like the most








freaking pretty...=^.^=