Got scholarship, had my part-time job practical done...
I should be happy shouldn't i?
An then happily i was about to make lunch, with my favorite show on the tv.
Then, MJ's death's news was announce suddenly.
My feelings change suddenly, like sunny day to rainy day.
I was shocked, messed up and freaking sad.
Lately, there have been too many death from the entertainment world.
I do hope famous people nowadays will start to take care of their health.
Anything happen to them will break millions of hearts and bring down thousand gallon
of tears.
Rest in Peace MJ. Your music will always be in my heart
Friday, June 26, 2009
Friday, May 22, 2009
Gloomy Weekend(_ _||)
It will be raining in Japan this weekend..
Well i think it rains because everyone feel gloomy especially mua..
BECAUSE ADAM DIDNT WIN AMERICAN IDOL AND I DONT KNOW WHY!!!
he freaking deserve to win the title... anyone can see it.
He has the one in a million voice and he is born to be a star.
I just can't accept the result. Just felt like something is wrong with
America!!!!ARGH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ya i am emotional i know, enough of it!
I know Adam will be more famous than the winner..
When the new season of American Idol starts, i think no one
give a damn about the 8th season winner. no one barely remembers
i guess......... not trying to be a sour grape but this is the truth!!
Do u remember season 2's winner?how about season 3? and 4?
Adam is different, his name will last forever in the American Idol hall of fame. people who
can see his talent will understand, and remember Adam Lambert- the one in a million super star!!!!!!!!
Well i think it rains because everyone feel gloomy especially mua..
BECAUSE ADAM DIDNT WIN AMERICAN IDOL AND I DONT KNOW WHY!!!
he freaking deserve to win the title... anyone can see it.
He has the one in a million voice and he is born to be a star.
I just can't accept the result. Just felt like something is wrong with
America!!!!ARGH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ya i am emotional i know, enough of it!
I know Adam will be more famous than the winner..
When the new season of American Idol starts, i think no one
give a damn about the 8th season winner. no one barely remembers
i guess......... not trying to be a sour grape but this is the truth!!
Do u remember season 2's winner?how about season 3? and 4?
Adam is different, his name will last forever in the American Idol hall of fame. people who
can see his talent will understand, and remember Adam Lambert- the one in a million super star!!!!!!!!
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Long time no SEE~!
Since a loooo00o0ong time since i've blog..
Well not much changes in my life except that my Dad is out of job
that's why money seems very important to me now..
And my studies as usual, busy with reports assignments..
Lately joined Japanese Civil Law research team, with only me
the foreigner with whole bunch of japanese and a very funny happy-go-lucky teacher..
The thing that made me happy lately is i might gotten a scholarship..
but the thing is some said it is confirm some say it is not, but officially the money
is not in my account yet~!!!! oh i hope the money come faster~!!T^T
Well drop all the stress, i do enjoy as well..^^
Lately passion for Crayon Shin chan has grown in me..haha
i even bought the snack shin chan love the most in the anime and guess
what, it wasn't bad at all.... somehow it is tasty =^.^=
Treat myself with A Superb Dessert (A Cake and banana slice toping with banana pudding, red bean and coffee ice-cream>0<)
Had hokkaido's Full cheese cheese cake ~!YUM~!!!@.@
Say HI to our first spring beetle~!^.^
Go crazy when i Saw X JAPAN printed behind my shopping bag~!!!O.o
Be a fan girl of Adam Lambert and sent him a handmade sakura bookmark~!=)
I still my Surname coped below the bookmark..XD
Closer look you can see the flower went brownT^T
As soon as the petal touched the glue, from pink it turned brown~AH Vicious chemical reaction~!!!X.X
Guess my life is still fun as long as i keep it fun~!!^.^
despite the stress and heavy school work i got, oh yea and my JLPT test~!>.>
I still am enjoying my life~!!
I should be prod of myself~=)
Well not much changes in my life except that my Dad is out of job
that's why money seems very important to me now..
And my studies as usual, busy with reports assignments..
Lately joined Japanese Civil Law research team, with only me
the foreigner with whole bunch of japanese and a very funny happy-go-lucky teacher..
The thing that made me happy lately is i might gotten a scholarship..
but the thing is some said it is confirm some say it is not, but officially the money
is not in my account yet~!!!! oh i hope the money come faster~!!T^T
Well drop all the stress, i do enjoy as well..^^
Lately passion for Crayon Shin chan has grown in me..haha
i even bought the snack shin chan love the most in the anime and guess
what, it wasn't bad at all.... somehow it is tasty =^.^=
Treat myself with A Superb Dessert (A Cake and banana slice toping with banana pudding, red bean and coffee ice-cream>0<)
Had hokkaido's Full cheese cheese cake ~!YUM~!!!@.@
Say HI to our first spring beetle~!^.^
Go crazy when i Saw X JAPAN printed behind my shopping bag~!!!O.o
Be a fan girl of Adam Lambert and sent him a handmade sakura bookmark~!=)
I still my Surname coped below the bookmark..XD
Closer look you can see the flower went brownT^T
As soon as the petal touched the glue, from pink it turned brown~AH Vicious chemical reaction~!!!X.X
Guess my life is still fun as long as i keep it fun~!!^.^
despite the stress and heavy school work i got, oh yea and my JLPT test~!>.>
I still am enjoying my life~!!
I should be prod of myself~=)
Saturday, March 07, 2009
Rachmaninov Piano Concerto 2 in C# op18
Whenever i listen to this song it will make me calm, but the ups and downs of the melody
make me think about life, well that is the way life goes.. up and down.
When listening to this songs, memories in my head just pop up like a photo album.
flipping its pages in front of my eyes, showing me the road i have walked through
until today, where i am standing.
Sometimes i would want to grab the people that i love to stick with me and walk together
with me on the path call life, i wanted them to share everything i am doing and of course
do it with me, have fun with me, cry with me, go crazy with me. A selfish act i can say,
but of course, i didn't do that. and i do not have the power to grab everyone that i love
to walk with me, they have their own lives to go on, their own path to walk, or maybe
have someone else to walk with them.
I do believe fate is something that you can mold and live is something that you can create,
just like a painting, what kind of feeling and emotions you want to show to others depends
on what colour you choose. I think my painting shall be full of happy colours like yellow,
red, pink, baby blue, orange and so on. Well at least i give others a happy impression.
If i could, i swear i would colour people with happy colours so that everyone shall be happy,
but i can't, can i? i barely know the person who will walk this path with me, he still seems so
blurry.
I am standing on a point that it seems like that i have everything i wanted, but i felt that there
is something i want more, something that i am not satisfied with. or maybe i can say, something
that i can't be sure of...The Future. I am someone who really concern about what my future will
be like. Will i still have a everlasting friendship with the friends i love so much? Will i have a bright
career ? Will i be able to do things that i passion so much? Will i make something that will make my
family proud?
Staying in a stranger's country sure taught me a lot. Make me want to be a better person
but yet i might loose something like i can't attend my best friend's wedding, i can't be by her side when
is giving birth, i can't meet my beloved teacher whom i wanted to meet so much, i can't be by my family's
side when my mum need me the most. Suddenly freedom felt like a chain that weights so much, weight
that held my wings to the ground.
The path that lead me here, i now can only look at the footsteps i took but i can't turn back.
All i can do is keep walking and walking until i reach that somewhere i wanted to reach.
Along with Rachmoninov's melody, up and down i'll go, cherish every moment i am having
make sure i do no regrets, and sending love to those whom i love so much.
All the best to me=)
make me think about life, well that is the way life goes.. up and down.
When listening to this songs, memories in my head just pop up like a photo album.
flipping its pages in front of my eyes, showing me the road i have walked through
until today, where i am standing.
Sometimes i would want to grab the people that i love to stick with me and walk together
with me on the path call life, i wanted them to share everything i am doing and of course
do it with me, have fun with me, cry with me, go crazy with me. A selfish act i can say,
but of course, i didn't do that. and i do not have the power to grab everyone that i love
to walk with me, they have their own lives to go on, their own path to walk, or maybe
have someone else to walk with them.
I do believe fate is something that you can mold and live is something that you can create,
just like a painting, what kind of feeling and emotions you want to show to others depends
on what colour you choose. I think my painting shall be full of happy colours like yellow,
red, pink, baby blue, orange and so on. Well at least i give others a happy impression.
If i could, i swear i would colour people with happy colours so that everyone shall be happy,
but i can't, can i? i barely know the person who will walk this path with me, he still seems so
blurry.
I am standing on a point that it seems like that i have everything i wanted, but i felt that there
is something i want more, something that i am not satisfied with. or maybe i can say, something
that i can't be sure of...The Future. I am someone who really concern about what my future will
be like. Will i still have a everlasting friendship with the friends i love so much? Will i have a bright
career ? Will i be able to do things that i passion so much? Will i make something that will make my
family proud?
Staying in a stranger's country sure taught me a lot. Make me want to be a better person
but yet i might loose something like i can't attend my best friend's wedding, i can't be by her side when
is giving birth, i can't meet my beloved teacher whom i wanted to meet so much, i can't be by my family's
side when my mum need me the most. Suddenly freedom felt like a chain that weights so much, weight
that held my wings to the ground.
The path that lead me here, i now can only look at the footsteps i took but i can't turn back.
All i can do is keep walking and walking until i reach that somewhere i wanted to reach.
Along with Rachmoninov's melody, up and down i'll go, cherish every moment i am having
make sure i do no regrets, and sending love to those whom i love so much.
All the best to me=)
Monday, February 16, 2009
what i did on valentine's day~~
Well i spend it with my best friends~!!親友だ〜！！
we went to a birthday party~!(Son's niece birthday on Valentine's day..damn cool~!)
with birthday girl Fatin ^.^
and with my pet son Xuan xuan^.^(damn i loove this photo~!!!>.<)
of course there is birthday cakes
this is present from seisyun^.^
birthday song
and even a clown came..lucky girl^.^
fun~!!
Then we went to have high tea here,
had apple tea and earl grey tea and some scones..
Bun treat us with chips..nice leh...
and i just can't let go of my pet son..hahaha.. he is just so adorable.. can't resist..@@
SEE~!! so cute..>3<
Then dinner time..
And do what seisyun does best...haha
gloomy...... valentine's??
like valentine's day de ghost nia..
We dine here, ole-ole bali
Cool menu
The food.... ok la for the price but tasting i say 3 out of 10.. not really THAT good not recommended..really..=.=
First is fish and chip, looks nice but too large size even for a gentleman, not to say lady, normal taste la... you can find the taste at any cheap western shop, what's special is the watermelon and nice deco plates lo...
Then this is my dish,seafood pasta. The noodle is tasteless, not fragrance at all and the grill sea food didn't blend in the pasta and the sea food's ratio is not balance.and it is even bad when it is cold
This is lamb rice..aiyor forgotten the name. But the person who ate this said the meat made him wanna puke. Why? coz it is too much for him... and also not fragrance AT ALL
This is grill fish. Seems ok but the fish seems too dry and hard, like mine grill fish on pasta. Again no fragrance
This is squid pasta, didn't taste it but the appearance aren't really good right?
but the interior design of the restaurant is very chio..
this is money tray leh..
There goes my 12 hours of valentine's day, had fun hahaha... with my pet son..XD and seisyun
the end
we went to a birthday party~!(Son's niece birthday on Valentine's day..damn cool~!)
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| From Valentine Day~! |
with birthday girl Fatin ^.^
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| From Valentine Day~! |
and with my pet son Xuan xuan^.^(damn i loove this photo~!!!>.<)
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| From Valentine Day~! |
of course there is birthday cakes
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| From Valentine Day~! |
this is present from seisyun^.^
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| From Valentine Day~! |
birthday song
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| From Valentine Day~! |
and even a clown came..lucky girl^.^
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| From Valentine Day~! |
fun~!!
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| From Valentine Day~! |
Then we went to have high tea here,
 |
| Valentine Day~! |
had apple tea and earl grey tea and some scones..
 |
| From Valentine Day~! |
 |
| From Valentine Day~! |
Bun treat us with chips..nice leh...
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| From Valentine Day~! |
and i just can't let go of my pet son..hahaha.. he is just so adorable.. can't resist..@@
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| From Valentine Day~! |
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| From Valentine Day~! |
SEE~!! so cute..>3<
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| From Valentine Day~! |
Then dinner time..
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| From Valentine Day~! |
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| From Valentine Day~! |
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| From Valentine Day~! |
And do what seisyun does best...haha
 |
| From Valentine Day~! |
gloomy...... valentine's??
 |
| From Valentine Day~! |
 |
| From Valentine Day~! |
 |
| From Valentine Day~! |
 |
| From Valentine Day~! |
like valentine's day de ghost nia..
 |
| From Valentine Day~! |
 |
| From Valentine Day~! |
We dine here, ole-ole bali
 |
| From Valentine Day~! |
Cool menu
 |
| From ValentineDay~! |
 |
| From Valentine Day~! |
The food.... ok la for the price but tasting i say 3 out of 10.. not really THAT good not recommended..really..=.=
First is fish and chip, looks nice but too large size even for a gentleman, not to say lady, normal taste la... you can find the taste at any cheap western shop, what's special is the watermelon and nice deco plates lo...
 |
| From Valentine Day~! |
Then this is my dish,seafood pasta. The noodle is tasteless, not fragrance at all and the grill sea food didn't blend in the pasta and the sea food's ratio is not balance.and it is even bad when it is cold
 |
| From Valentine Day~! |
This is lamb rice..aiyor forgotten the name. But the person who ate this said the meat made him wanna puke. Why? coz it is too much for him... and also not fragrance AT ALL
 |
| From Valentine Day~! |
This is grill fish. Seems ok but the fish seems too dry and hard, like mine grill fish on pasta. Again no fragrance
 |
| From Valentine Day~! |
This is squid pasta, didn't taste it but the appearance aren't really good right?
 |
| From Valentine Day~! |
but the interior design of the restaurant is very chio..
 |
| From Valentine Day~! |
this is money tray leh..
 |
| From Valentine Day~! |
 |
| From Valentine Day~! |
 |
| From Valentine Day~! |
There goes my 12 hours of valentine's day, had fun hahaha... with my pet son..XD and seisyun
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| From Valentine Day~! |
the end
Monday, February 09, 2009
我回来了。。。
差不多两年在外留学的我。。回到了家乡的心情真是难以形容。
尤其是好朋友纷纷打电话来问候。
发现了，大家的生活都有很大的改变，好怕跟不上大家的脚步。
给好久不见的老师打了个电话，那个单身主义的人竟然快结婚了。。
听了当然很开心，但也觉得，身边的人真的不一样了。
但是，他们对我的关心，还是没变。一点都没有。太感动了。。。
尤其是老师说的一句：“okaeri"(欢迎回来），我听了都差点掉泪。。好感动。。
老师的关心还在。。老师没把我给忘了。。。
希望我能够继续得到他们的关心，，哈哈，我很贪心。但我也很希望，我也能够继续
关心他们，我不想我们的友谊也随着生活而改变，生活可以改变，但我们的关系不能～！！
在外国留学的我，深深的感受到，友谊这一个东西的意义，一旦拥有它，我再也不想失去它。。
みんな、ただいま〜！！
尤其是好朋友纷纷打电话来问候。
发现了，大家的生活都有很大的改变，好怕跟不上大家的脚步。
给好久不见的老师打了个电话，那个单身主义的人竟然快结婚了。。
听了当然很开心，但也觉得，身边的人真的不一样了。
但是，他们对我的关心，还是没变。一点都没有。太感动了。。。
尤其是老师说的一句：“okaeri"(欢迎回来），我听了都差点掉泪。。好感动。。
老师的关心还在。。老师没把我给忘了。。。
希望我能够继续得到他们的关心，，哈哈，我很贪心。但我也很希望，我也能够继续
关心他们，我不想我们的友谊也随着生活而改变，生活可以改变，但我们的关系不能～！！
在外国留学的我，深深的感受到，友谊这一个东西的意义，一旦拥有它，我再也不想失去它。。
みんな、ただいま〜！！
Thursday, January 08, 2009
2009, what will be waiting for me...?
my 1st post in year 2009..^^
there are lot's of things i need to ask myself..
Am i loyal? i think i am...am i?
Am i young? young?hell yesh~!!
Do i want to try a new relationship? A little bit..
Am i happy now? Well not bad, but still searching for something that i am searching..
Am i grabbing on to my life? Some how i am...
Do i have other new stuff to try? Hells yesh~!! tons of it!!!
Just came back from Tokyo. Went there alone to meet my nest friends. see mun, ban fan and jun..
miss them so freaking much. Going there alone, hanging out with friends made me realize how
much i do treasure the friendship between us, i could miss Gackt's concert, Disney sea, Ueno park
but not wanting to miss meeting them.
I found out i actually love being alone, me and my own emotion. Being drown into my own thoughts.
Thoughts that no one else shall know...
I found out that i love using my eyes to take photos and my brain as a photo album.
Went to Tokyo and brought a camera with me, but i didn't take a single photo...
but i do remembered every moment i spent my time with my dearest friends..
And i found out that i still love the big city, busy streets, crowded places.....
i found out i need excitement of the big city or i will sooner or later dry out..
I found out that i still need to play more before i seattle down...
Hell, i hope see mun can find a recording company job in japan so i can come down to meet her anytime..
i hope fan can get a balance in his life, don't work too much and sayang me more..^.^
i hope ban don't fool around so much and get a real girlfriend and sayang me more..^.^
i hope jun can be successful in his music career so i can write lyrics for him if he wants..haha
i hope sho can get happiness from her baby... and hope she can be happy forever..
i hope son is having a great life as well
i hope kei can achieve her dreams
and i hope i can qualify for the rm4600 scholarship....
Hope 2009 is a good year for me~!!!!!お願いします
there are lot's of things i need to ask myself..
Am i loyal? i think i am...am i?
Am i young? young?hell yesh~!!
Do i want to try a new relationship? A little bit..
Am i happy now? Well not bad, but still searching for something that i am searching..
Am i grabbing on to my life? Some how i am...
Do i have other new stuff to try? Hells yesh~!! tons of it!!!
Just came back from Tokyo. Went there alone to meet my nest friends. see mun, ban fan and jun..
miss them so freaking much. Going there alone, hanging out with friends made me realize how
much i do treasure the friendship between us, i could miss Gackt's concert, Disney sea, Ueno park
but not wanting to miss meeting them.
I found out i actually love being alone, me and my own emotion. Being drown into my own thoughts.
Thoughts that no one else shall know...
I found out that i love using my eyes to take photos and my brain as a photo album.
Went to Tokyo and brought a camera with me, but i didn't take a single photo...
but i do remembered every moment i spent my time with my dearest friends..
And i found out that i still love the big city, busy streets, crowded places.....
i found out i need excitement of the big city or i will sooner or later dry out..
I found out that i still need to play more before i seattle down...
Hell, i hope see mun can find a recording company job in japan so i can come down to meet her anytime..
i hope fan can get a balance in his life, don't work too much and sayang me more..^.^
i hope ban don't fool around so much and get a real girlfriend and sayang me more..^.^
i hope jun can be successful in his music career so i can write lyrics for him if he wants..haha
i hope sho can get happiness from her baby... and hope she can be happy forever..
i hope son is having a great life as well
i hope kei can achieve her dreams
and i hope i can qualify for the rm4600 scholarship....
Hope 2009 is a good year for me~!!!!!お願いします
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