Dare to Dream~

Now it's 1:08am 25th December in Malaysia.Yes it's Christmas day, and i have had a great night to countdown to Christmas.I went to a restoran with my family,not knowing i can learn so much.It isn't an ordinary restoran,it's a place open by Taiwanese, and there's a place for people who's talented to sing and present themsleves.It's a great place to find new born stars,because one of the owner there is a teacher,he teaches people who's interested and talented in sing.He also involve in teaching industry,he teaches chinese in high schools,english,and lectures in college,he starts teaching since 18.I was amaze by they way he present himself,his determined in doing what he loves.Since young, i have a dream,a kinda everybody's dream.To be a singer and have a band,When i was young, i will tell everyone about my dream and i'm proud of it. i had entered many singing contest.That time i was so sure i can sing.As i grew up,i found out being a super singer under the lime light isn't an easy thing,and it's a far far dream,there's a lot of facts that hold my dream back and it has now became a dream that is kept far in my heart,a dream i don't dare to dream about.But now,in that restoran, there's many who had fullfill thier dream,they done what they like and i saw them perform on stage,that was my dream,my long lost dream.Maybe it's call faith,that owner(that teacher)came down to chat with us.He told me it's ok to dream,he too dreaming of this day,that's what made him today.Now i know, i don't have to be famous, i don't need a name in hollywood, i just want to enjoy singing and be brave enough to dream.I felt like going back to those days again,where i really held on tight to my dream.I will go on and be brave to dream....

Umizaru

Two divers,40 meters underwater.One tank with 30 bar,enough for one to return safely.What would you do?
Umi means sea, zaru means monkey.Sea monkey,some might think it's a funny name, some might think it's wierd.But for me,i think it's simple but there's a deep meaning behind that name. i always thought sea is the most beatiful thing mother nature can have, it contains food,it create life,and the smell of it,it's so refreshing.But the sea, it's a dangerous place too, it's mysterious and full of deep, dark secret.On land,human laugh at monkyes,thier clumsy moves,the way the climb tree,or the way they escape from human,looks funny right?But in the sea, human looks like monkey.Even for a diver or a swimmer, they look clumsy in water, even they are skillfull enough,they still have to escape from the sea if there's danger, just like monkeys escape from human.For me, i think that is why this movie is call umizaru.Eventhough human are smartest creature on earth,they can conquer land, forest, but not the sea.14 recruits had submitted for 50 day training course to become elite Rescue Divers.All of them are Navy pilots and had worked on sea for a long time, but, to dive in the sea to rescue people it's not an easy job.In that 50 days, they learned friendship,they learned to love life, a human life, and escape from death.While watching this movie, i had a lot of thoughts in my head, and my emotion run wild.I cried there, i was nervous, i was scard and i could feel myself shaking not because of the cold.I felt like as if in in that situation, what would i do?
"Two divers,40 meters underwater.One tank with 3o bar,enough for one to return safely.What would you do?"This is the question asked in the movie.One person said,"i'll leave my partner behind, the best must come up alive."Another said,"i try my best to think of something to save us both."in the end both of them were caught 40 meters under the sea with 30bars of oxygen.Alas, the best didn't come up, and the other one didn't think of anything to save them both, they just can wait and believe the other trainiees to save them.It's the deep relationship, the bound between the 14 trainees that save both of them.After they graduate, they've learn to not just to be a good life saver,but a better man.Stepping out of the cinema,i've learned a lot too, my tear tank and stomach are empty but my heart and mind are full.Lessons i've learned in this movie, umizaru will be with me and stay in my heart untill the day i die, and i believe it will make me a better person.

A Smile~

"Smile and the wold smile to you".That is what i used to hear.That's why i love to smile and i love to see people smile too.Sometimes,you can know that person is sincere or not, just by looking at his or her smile.If someone smile with his or her heart,you will feel a comfortable and nice feeling just by looking at thier smile, but in the other hand,a fake smile will make you uncomfortable and unrespect.That is what i've learned, smile with your heart and the world smile to you.I remember somewhere in March, i've found a smile, the first smile that made me felt," no wonder i like you!".It's ZChen, a Malaysian pop star, he gave me a smile and held my hand tight when he shooked it.His smile let me know how much he appreciates me as a fan who appreciate and love his music.Although he said something,but is his smile that makes me felt happy, and i know i'll never forget this smile. The second smile i found i love it so and makes me feel comfortable is today, a smile from Maksim, a great piano player.I admire his skills and the way he expresse the song while he play.I've admire him since the first album,"The Piano Player".Today i got a chance to get his signature on my cd.I've waited for half a day for this moment.But i was calm because i'm not a fan girl for him.So unlike other fan waiting anxiously, i was calm and chatted with my friend.Then, Maksim arrived, once he step up from the stairs, he smiled,that smile makes me n my friend blush, we can actually feel the blood rushing up to our faces.Before he sign my album i smiled at him and he smile back.That smile shows that he is so humble and friendly,after he sign i shooked his hand and he smile again, that smile shows his appriciation.I was mesmerized.A smile really works on me, i really cannot forget those smiles for life.By a smile i know that i can trust.My friend said, seeing is believing;touching is feeling.Ne Son, you are right!^-^

Just Love..

I've read a lot of novel, especially those novels that talk about love.i love to read, i read novel in Malay, Chinese and English.But the only reason i stick my eyes and put my head on the novel is, i want to know what is love.Love beautiful love is pain;Love is sharing love is envy;love have different side, different people have thier own point of view about love.After reading so many different kind of love novel, i found out love is unexplainable,love is something you can't touch but feel,something special that create by God, it's like a kind of shield that keeps human together.I just watch a movie today, it gaves me an impact. The movie is call "THE FORGOTTEN". The movie is about alien made an experiment on human.The aliens want to know,if they can destroy this shield--a mother's love for his son.But in the end, they managed to erase all parent's memories about thier children, but one. Eventhough her first memmory about her son is erase by that alien, she can still remember she had a little life in her body and than the aliens knew they had fail, they cannot erase the bound between human---love. I reaslise, love is in everyone, it is something no one can take from you. Love happens everywhere, you love your family, you love your friends, you love your pet, you love the song, you love your idol. Love is a simple thing, we will find it everywhere. You don't have to find it it will come, love is in us, it is something nothing than human can have, all those hate, envy in love is made by human too.love is like a plain water, it depends on how what taste you want to be, to make a cup of coffe that is bitter, or to make a juice, that is sweet. Just let it be, love will come to you when it is the time to come, that's why FAITH is made. Now, i only admire those love story in the novel i've read. I know one day love will knock on my door too, i'll just wait for my time...

1st touch~

here am i,standing in between growing up and not to grow up.i've just finish my final and my last-most-important-exam in high school.i know after that,i will grow up and take a first step in to the adult world.that is why,in a middle of a night like this, i have many thoughts of what will it be like as an adult. like every other teenager, i'm eager to grow up,i can have my own world and the freedom i want.but then, as i grew to become a more mature thinking young lady, i found out there isn't any excitement in growing up, i have to learn to be resposibility, i have to face the world all on my own, and i have a lot to learn, a lot to explore.it's kinda scary when you have to face the odds alone,far away from your family.....
but then, i found out something, something that keeps me going.4 friends i found who gave me faith and made me brave to face a whole new world.with thier support, i'm no longer alone in this big world.i'm going to be a small girl standing strong againts all odds in this big world, coz i have them,son,kei,sho and hana. i feel whole.thankz guys, love ya all!!