Well you know humans, they tend to say words that they didnt mean it.
Some lies, mocking, even love vows.
So, here is my story. I left my ex-boyfriend after i came to Japan
because i didn't want him to wait for me. To make him give up, i told
him that I fell in love with another guy.(I am not acting noble here).
So, he presist and told me that he will wait for me, he can't never ever accept
another girl in his life blah blah blah...Hello..i also had my heart
broken when i leave you and seeing you kept teling me those words
that made me felt even bad. Then, after 2 months i broke up with him,
i did find myself a new boyfriend, which i think i am better off with him
than the previous one, and there goes my prove to my ex-boyfriend that i do have a new bf with my previous boyfriend pictures and stuff.
I really pray for my ex-boyfriend happiness. I don't want him to keep hanging on on me.Though after 2months of breaking up he stil send me emails saying that he hadn't forget me and other shit..
But then lately i heard from my friend that he is courting a new girl
same age as him and he said if he succeed in courting this new girl
she will be his last(Well that is what he told me before duh~!) I was instanly
happy for him, though i thought his might now realise his vows before are dumb and shitty..But whatever. I am waiting for him to confess that he was stupid last time and now he found himself a new chick, what did i told him earlier was right .BUT now i saw in his MSN Messenger Nick name whre there is a line that goes like this
"IVAN LOVE(OH ITS A HEART SHAPE) SEE WAN"
OK LET ME MAKE THIS CLEAR, YOU MIGHT THINK THAT I AM JEALOUS OR WHATEVER
BECAUSE MY EX GOT HIMSELF A NEW GIRLFRIEND WHICH HE DESERVE OR ANY OTHER
CRAP,YOU ARE DAMN WRONG.
I am just bloddy digusted by human like him. oh maybe there are a lot of
freaking humans that is like him. Blah i don't care but don't you think he
need to tell me that he had a new gf? He hadn't talked to me in msn messenger like for centuries and 10minutes ago he talked to me and then i saw that bloody nickname.
And he acts as if there is nothing happen, don't care to tell me the good news,
as if i am his "frien"d...yea he said he will be my best friend. Is that what best friend do? Oh go kill yourself, showing off to me aren't you? Well C1 is your love right?You are to digusting to talk to me or be my best friend. You really digust me, i feel like puking.
-The End-
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