What i found out on Christmas eve

Look how time flies by... My second white christmas here.
Last christmas was working like hell so i don't really notice "Christmas"
But this year as a jobless person, i realize so many thing just on christmas eve...
1) Loneliness is such a pain in the ass... everyone around me are saying how lonely they are..
2)A story about a b**** and a son of a b****. That son of a b**** sure isn't the guy whom i
expected him to be, wasted my admiration on him. cool guy but so xia jian...never thought
that he is interested in slut... OMG~!!=.=
3)No people actually reply sms. T^T. thought i didn't reply some sms as well..m(_ _)m
4) I was hoping for excitement..
5) Hope someone whom i didn't expect to call..OTL
What the heck i don't know.. but i am sure the people around did not have a good christmas eve..?
oh well, maybe some photos might cheer things up?

xmas tree decorate by pro


VS

xmas tree decorate by me and friends


baskin robins^.^.. japanese sure love christmas stuff but i doubt that they know the true meaning of christmas..@@


hohoho~!


I actually found a Ryuichi fans^^...AH RU~!










i sure hope life can be as pretty and complete as purikura does..v,v but i do know i can't live without purikura~!
Coz it make me feel confident..hehe.. i am pretty as well^^

Merry Christmas~!!!!

WUAAAA 龍一！！誕生日おめでとうございます

TODAY is Ryu chan's 23rd birthday....
wonder what is he doing... i know i am so damn busy that i forgot
to celebrate Ryu chan's birthday T^T... gomen nasai m(_ _)m
I am so buys, 24hours a day is so not enough for me..
I got so many photos to post, so many things to blog...
but there is just no time for me to post a long, long one....
maybe after this week christmas party i will be free maybe just for a little bit..
Oh sometimes i just don't know i want a busy life or not... but whatever i am STILL young...
Well ryu chan enjoy your birthday^.^

緒方龍一様へ：
誕生日おめでとうございます。。できれば、なにが送り差し上げたいな。。
来年きっとするからです！！もう２３歳ですね、もう大人ですね。。
本当におめでとうゴザイマす。ご機嫌よ

ファンのシューキより

Trick-o-Treat~!!(finally..=.=)

been wanting to post this since the day after we trick-o-treating...
BUT I JUST CAN'T COLLECT ALLL OF THE PHOTOS I WANTED TO POST..
so... FINALLY i got it now^^

Trick-o-treating sure is fun when you get to scare someone...hahaha...
i know it i bad but it is damn funny...XD..sorry guys~!!love ya~!!hahah

First the monsters: Alicia:Hugging monster, Me: Little devil, Vincie:Vampire


and then the victims... nyek~nyek~nyek~

May senpai, her first reaction after being shocked my Vampire Vince was hug Vince tightly.. hahah so cute. But she says she was glad we came coz she thought she had to spend halloween alone AGAIN...awwwwwww T^T


Ah ru, open her eyes big when saw me, hahaha, so cute~!!!


CK senpai~!! Love him the most.. always been kind to us, didnt shocked him much though...X.X


This little junior of us, Qiao Ling..She slammed the door on our face once she saw us and scream like hell while telling others who are in her room.. that is the reaction we want gal~!XD


FFK QUEEN~!! Perry Ong Siew Peng, she promised to joined us but in the end.........>=(..ah well got lost of treats from her


Dearest president, went so excited when she saw us..haha.. scolded us coz we didn't ask her to join us. But next year we will do it again, so Suu yin don't worry...=)


Got the coolest "SHOCKED" expression ever, our one and only leng cai jun hyung opak~!! And then he went to wake his room mate up so that we can scared him too..... bad bad jun hyung pak..XD


Poor 小林老师..just woke up and was scared by us...hahaha.. became so energetic after that, even treat us apple juice..hehehe


There are so much more other victims( about 20 person i think..) but i can't paste all of their photos here, coz i have to edit it etc etc.... no time...need to study...XD...But anyway, got lots of treats^.^


I love this devil horn head gear, Hyde from Laruku has a same one too...XD


Trick-o-Treat ROCKzzzzz~!!!!FuUUUUuuUu~!!!!

HoHoHo~!!HaPpY HaLlOwEeN!!XD

Never celebrated halloween before, but japanese do celebrate this festival.
Even if they don't, the street's, shop's houses decoration all changed due to this festival.
Of course i joined the fun as well, but i found something so cute and yummy~!!!

WELCOME TO BASKIN ROBINS~WEHEHEHE


Give a round of applause to the one and only HALLOWEEN SUNDAE >+)




Closer look


the yummy moon cookie


the choc cat


the pumpkin flavor pumpkin choc


and there are some brownies on it..YUMMY~!!! It cost me rm12 but...but..but.....the temptation is too strong..haha
the flavor of the ice-cream is vampire's blood and rum raisins. Vampire blood, witch potion, pumpkin fun these 3 flavor
is made specially for halloween~!!I LOVE JAPAN~!!

I am one of GACKT's DEARS =3

Damn i am so freaking happy~!!!!!!
Received a package from Gackt's official fan club today~!!!XD
When i open it......

THE OFFICIAL FAN CLUB MAGAZINE~!!!!


this made me so freaking happy~!!KIYAAAAA
ps:the message on the card is "You can go forward with a blast, i said that didn't i?This feeling"


AND THIS MAKES ME WANNA PEE IN MY PANT~~WAAAA
THE CARD~!!!
OMG I AM SO GOING CRAZY@@



FINALLY~!!!!!!!!MY DREAMS CAME TRUE!!!!i want to thank my family my friends my hubby~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~@#$%^(MAD)

Dominique~!!

To my friend Domi, bet you in the plane going back to France.
Really time passes damn fast, remembering the time when you first
came into the class, introducing yourself as a law student, OMG, admired you didn't i.
and then learning france from you sure is fun. Couldn't remember everything..gomen..>.<
There is a thousand words i my heart wanted to tell you how grateful i am to have a friend like you
i hope i send my thousand words in the hug i gave you before you departure from Aomori.
All the best in whatever you do, when you get marry please invite me and I SURE WILL VISIT
YOU IN FRANCE AFTER I GRADUATE~@@@ WAHAHAHA~!!


BON VOYAGE COPAIN OR AMI

5 incredibly shocking facts about myself

Never knew it until i heard it from other people whom i didn't really know them.

1) I am lovable.
2) If they have to choose a girl among us(all of my girl friends), i am their first choice
3) I "small" and "weak" appearance makes guys wanted to protect me
4) Guys sayang me a lot (As a sister or other reason i don't know la..)
5)I have a breath taking smile (O.O|| really?)

Waa, heard from my senior yesterday makes me so shocked.
Though others says he like me, so they made me hug him hahaha.
Sure is fun to see him blush, because he had a really cool appearance.
Maybe it is because of alcohol, makes me more crazy and kissed his face.
But for me, i am just playing and fooling around. And in europe people kissed
friends face to show warmness, so i don't think there is anything wrong.

But, i think people from KL sure is open minded. I didn't say all of them are
like that but as far as i know, those KL friends of mine here in Aomori are like that.haha crazy and funny.

oh well, the main point is, i didn't really know i am that
famous among guys. I know i my be cute but i don't think most guys will fall for me from the first sight coz i don't make up, i act like a guy sometimes and i don't have a sexy body.... or maybe i know too little about guys? I don't know, maybe i should be more proud of myself...hahaha

Banana Craze~?@@

two weeks ago, i really saw something that i couldn't believe
even though i saw it with my own eyes....





these are the photos i took from the 2 largest supermarket from my area....
Yes, those banana are sold out~!!!!
When my senior(the monkey queen) told me she hadn't ate banana for a week...
i almost had my jaws on the floor...O,O|| she wouldn't miss eating banana...

The reason for this outgrageous fenomena is::::::::: On a TV Show, it was said that banana is good for diet.
And after that the banana sold out like hot cakes...better than hot cakes i bet..@@
OMG~!!! why people here so kia su? But i think it only last for two weeks....
BEH TAHAN~!!!!

Take my out on a Date

It's been so long since i have gone out for a date
Got to know some cute guys lately why don't one of them
take me out for a date.. hahaha(kidding)

But for what i know, japanese guy sure is shy. Many of
them won't confess to the girl they love, but, wait for that
girl to confess to them IF the girl feel the same way..

Gosh, from some japanese guys i know, they all did the same thing.
really felt weird. If you found someone you like and you want him/her
to be yours, why don't you make an action. Chances goes by and never come
back you know? Maybe that is why no one asked me for a date then.. hahah.

How does a date look like? Window shopping, movies, dinner?
in japan theme park, puri kura, karaoke, dinner is more like it.
i guess, but i do like watching movie at home so i can curl up beside him.
you can't do that in a cinema can you?

Anyway, i am hungry, i wonder if i can drink alcohol later.
Having a drinking party with classmate later.
It's kind of japanese tradition or whatever, if you want to know them better
use nominication( nomi=nomimasu=drink) better than communication .

I love Matsuri~!

Matsuri means festival in japanese, i love it.....
because there you can find some cute and cut things that thought you can only see it on TV...
just like this apple candy, they really took an apple to coat with candy....

upside-down apple


there... looks more like apple


To get to the apple, it took me freaking 2 hours to eat it..@@
from walking through the stalls


until returning to car


FINALLY


and they really have those store who sells mask...=3


and rainbow ice-cream(but it is call fireworks ice-cream in japan)


and little cute head gear....i bought a devil horn..XD i am such a lil devil..ehehe


ahahaha.... i love masturi..=3...

i need money

i really need to save up to go to tokyo for gackt's concert.
Damn but i turned down 3 jobs that is offered to me
1) Hotel as receptionist. Reason : Too far, no transport in winter, do as much work as an average full-timer but
will be getting salary as much as a part-timer. For god's sake i am only one year student, don't think i need
this experience as much as those who are near to graduation.

2) Unknown sushi shop intro by my ex-boss : Well it sounds weird already. My ex-boss really like having
foreign students as his part time worker but i don;t think other shop does. And he doesn't know that sushi
shop's boss very well, but yet keep urging the sushi shop's boss to hire me. WTF i don't want like that la,
just feels so weird.

3) Ramen shop which i am replacing my friend just for one week. Yesterday the boss ask me if i wanted to
work there after only 3 days she met me. Reason : The work she offers is as a dish washer, yea means my job is
only to wash dishes. No my hands will be rotten. And the most important thing is, this ramen shop is somehow
"rival" between the ramen shop i worked before.

There you go... so crappy. Went interview twice and called up mcd once. The most shitty one is McD.
the dick head japanese heard that i am a foreign student quickly she deny that there is a vacancy.
I saw the banner on the table while i was eating at McD with my own bloody eyes la wei~!
so shit....... am i asking too much>? should i just go work as a dish washer and get my hand rotten.
i do admit that i make decisions base on my senses.
but heck i still need money~!!
ganbarimasu

HAPPY MERDEKA~!!

ok my last blog was a bit childish and naive i suppose.
Well i should say thank you to him because..
Thank you for not being selfish and letting me come to Japan.
Thank you for letting me open up my eyes that you are not suitable for me
Thank you, not for you i wont have an EX
Thank you for letting me know your mum because she cares for me a lot
Thank you for letting me go as now i had found someone more suitable for me than you
Thank you for finding yourself a new gf whose name is more normal than me(that is not mocking though
just it makes me feel better..hehehehe)
Well at last thank you MALAYSIA for giving birth to me, to give me and my family shelter, for letting me
learned multi languages, to have good food..etc
At the end, Selamat Hari Merdeka Ke-51

There is no so call FOREVER LOVE

Well you know humans, they tend to say words that they didnt mean it.
Some lies, mocking, even love vows.
So, here is my story. I left my ex-boyfriend after i came to Japan
because i didn't want him to wait for me. To make him give up, i told
him that I fell in love with another guy.(I am not acting noble here).
So, he presist and told me that he will wait for me, he can't never ever accept
another girl in his life blah blah blah...Hello..i also had my heart
broken when i leave you and seeing you kept teling me those words
that made me felt even bad. Then, after 2 months i broke up with him,
i did find myself a new boyfriend, which i think i am better off with him
than the previous one, and there goes my prove to my ex-boyfriend that i do have a new bf with my previous boyfriend pictures and stuff.
I really pray for my ex-boyfriend happiness. I don't want him to keep hanging on on me.Though after 2months of breaking up he stil send me emails saying that he hadn't forget me and other shit..
But then lately i heard from my friend that he is courting a new girl
same age as him and he said if he succeed in courting this new girl
she will be his last(Well that is what he told me before duh~!) I was instanly
happy for him, though i thought his might now realise his vows before are dumb and shitty..But whatever. I am waiting for him to confess that he was stupid last time and now he found himself a new chick, what did i told him earlier was right .BUT now i saw in his MSN Messenger Nick name whre there is a line that goes like this
"IVAN LOVE(OH ITS A HEART SHAPE) SEE WAN"

OK LET ME MAKE THIS CLEAR, YOU MIGHT THINK THAT I AM JEALOUS OR WHATEVER
BECAUSE MY EX GOT HIMSELF A NEW GIRLFRIEND WHICH HE DESERVE OR ANY OTHER
CRAP,YOU ARE DAMN WRONG.

I am just bloddy digusted by human like him. oh maybe there are a lot of
freaking humans that is like him. Blah i don't care but don't you think he
need to tell me that he had a new gf? He hadn't talked to me in msn messenger like for centuries and 10minutes ago he talked to me and then i saw that bloody nickname.
And he acts as if there is nothing happen, don't care to tell me the good news,
as if i am his "frien"d...yea he said he will be my best friend. Is that what best friend do? Oh go kill yourself, showing off to me aren't you? Well C1 is your love right?You are to digusting to talk to me or be my best friend. You really digust me, i feel like puking.

-The End-

Nebuta (Japan 3rd largest summer festival)

Well Nebuta(ねぶた) is actually is a warrior thing. It was said it was created by Genrel Tamuramaro
in the early 800's. Well they created Nebuta to frighten enemies as you can see why
the Nebuta's statues had frightening faces. Well my university insist us(foreign students)
to join the crowd and dance along with the Nebuta's during the festival had open up
a great opportunity to get closer to one of Japan's great culture. Though i didn't took much photos
but here is some of it...

The full dress of Aomori's yukata(you can say kampung style..thanks to WristBusukMan)


This we call the 'FLOAT' of Nebuta. As it moves we will dance in front of it


Night view


This is the Warrior..scary face...>.<


Besides the warrior there are always animals like tiger, dragon an so on


The 'FLOAT' is moved by man power...@@.. strong~!


And the music crew, blowing flutes and drums. Children are one of the team as well