Me ~Cooking~hahahaha

i know..i am laughing at myself as well.
Hell i am learning to cook now and i actually like it.
Man~!i never ever i mean NEVER EVER walk into the kitchen
showing interest when my maid or my mum is coooking.
i think cooking will make my shirt stinks.
But hey~!i am into cooking now..i even make pan cakes@@
now i am kinda carzy of making sushi.
well 1st time sushi is damn ugly but then..it became better
wahahha....i knew i can do it....*getting excited*

1st time making sushi


2nd time making sushi


3rd time making sushi


4th time making pro sushi..hehe


closer look


bihun goreng~!!!!XD


mashed potato


A type of clam..damn good(half eaten ehehe)


DIY cheese cake...easy^.^


suki in cooking...ahaha i still think it is funny...
what will my mum think?hahaha

The day where Love is Bless..

too bad i hadn't post this blog on valentine's day.
i was too busy making chocolates for my room mates
and in the evening we went to shopping mall
near our school to have dinner and do some shopping.
And we took sticker photo.
Well it was a fun day.The funniest part is we prank
another guy friend by faking the love letters and stuff.
actually it was all made by me..wahahaha....>=)
i bet until today he will be wondering who sent him that chocolate.hahaha

~The Mold~


Wrote my name for testing..hehe


Ugly but eatable..>.<


Closer look at the ugly chocos


Well but i like this one a lot(the middle one)


Closer look~1^.^


the prank choco..bwahahaha

1998~2007 Bell Constantine Chappi. Rest in Peace

At this moment i am actually quite speechless.
Gackt's miniature dachshund-Bell Constantine Chappi aka Bell



has passed away. I know you might say it is none of my business
but Gackt business is kind of my business as well..right?
Well i know the lost of th pet you loved so damn much.I had a rabbit pet which i call them
rabbit(lame..=.=)thy pass away after accompanying me for 7 years. It was so sad for me.
But the fact is animals do move on faster than human. We cannot change the fact but we just
cant stop ourselves from being sad or cry.Well i cried for my rabbit as well.
As for Gackt case,i bet he will smile instead of crying. He will send Bell of with a smile
and may God bless her rest in peace in heaven.

In loving memories

A new beginning ?

Happy Chinese New year to all my family and friends.
It is 2 minutes to 7th of Feb.
This is my first time spending my Chinese new year far away from my family.
i just have a little feeling inside of me that after coming to japan,i changed.
my thoughts,the things that i did and the things i want to do. Everything
seems to be different.
I broke up with him of course. A guy that i loved so much for the pass 2 years.
A guy that i almost gave up coming to japan. I am glad he is a good guy.
He never wanted me to give up my dreams for him. And he is right. i will
regret if i do not come to japan. But than, because of his generosity, he lost me.
From the moment i cant answer him when he asked me if i love him i know i
am evolving to another me.A new me.
After i come to japan,my desire for freedom grown from 50% to 200%.
And i am ok if there is no one beside me. i am able to face anything alone.
no matter in a snowy day


or an unlucky day


i still can find the one that i am looking for


i have hurt him a lot i know.
but deep down inside my heart, i felt that my life has just began.
i am walking into a future that i do not know.i future that my heart longed desire
but never reveal is now showing itself.

A new me has born.